OMG what shall I do? :'(?

I think you should deal with the issues between you and your current boyfriend before you consider getting with another guy. Then if things still won't work between you and your current boyfriend then it's time to move on. If you still love your boyfriend then you shouldn't be involving yourself with someone else. If your boyfriend finds out he's going to be really hurt. You've got to think through this, and decide who would be best for you. Who would make you the happiest. Who you can see yourself with for many years to come. It may not be easy, but it's necessary. You don't want to end up losing them both. You may always love your current boyfriend to some degree. I'm sure the two of you have a lot of special memories together. But, if this other guy is giving you butterflies then it's hard not to choose him because butterflies feel so good. You're definitely stuck in a rough spot. You've got a big decision to make. I hope you make the right one. Good luck to all of you!